Silent Hill and Fear

If you've never played a Silent Hill game before, I suggest you go out and rent one right now. It's one of the few survival horror games that are actually good. My roommate mentioned something about it to me today while I was in a half asleep stupor. When I got up I thought of how much fun it would be to play them again. You can get some good prices on used PSX and PS2 games on half.com. Most of the Silent Hill games are out for PC too I believe.


So anyways, what I want to do over Xmas break is buy at least one of them, if not the whole series, and play them at 3 in the morning, in the dark, volume turned way up, while wired on caffeine or maybe ginseng. My goal is to scare the living hell out of myself.

I don't know about you, but movies never seem to actually scare me. Every now and then I'll jump at those "cheep shots" the film directors make, you know the real quiet, innocent scene and then a sudden loud noise that turns out to be nothing anyways. That isn't being scared, it's a natural reaction. Now I remember the one time I played Silent Hill 3 in my room by myself. I think I was roughly 15 at this time. Well, after playing for a while I was literally afraid of being alone in the dark in my room. Luckily, it wore off after a few days. That is being scared.


I feel like I haven't been genuinely scared in a long time. Usually fear is thought of as something negative, but I think the only thing that's negative about fear is the actual danger that it is often accompanied with. Think about it, I would be scared of a gun is pointed to my head because of the possibility of premature death. That's dangerous, so it's bad. Going into a (good) haunted house would scare me, but there's no real danger, so it's good, kind of like eustress. It's good provided it's not a permanent fear and doesn't develop into some kind of phobia.

So my goal is to scare myself silly in a safe environment. Besides, what's better than getting to play a cute blonde chick AND kill zombies. Nothing probably.

80/20 Principle

This is one of the most interesting things I've even learned from a book (The 4-Hour Work Week). The 80/20 principle, also known as Pareto's Law, basically states that you get 80% of your results from 20% of your work.
Pareto was an Italian economist, but what's cool (and useful) is that you can apply 80/20 to practically anything. The reason I'm writing this is because of a score I received on my last comp paper. I scored 115/125 which is 92%. Pretty darn good, especially considering I didn't fully read any of the literary topics I discussed. I wrote my rough draft in about two hours, and it was awful. The thesis didn't make sense with what I wrote about. I revised it to make sense the day (more like the night) before it was due, about another 2 hours of work. Not counting goof off time, I spent about 4 hours total, with only mild interest in the subject and somehow pulled off an A.

Now this teacher isn't an easy grader, though I feel she is fair, and English papers are certainly not my forte. I think it's a good example of the 80/20 rule at work. Instead of submitting my 4 hours of work for something that's 92% correct, I could have put forth twice as much time and effort on the paper to get it 99% correct. I don't know about you, but to me that last 7% is definitely NOT worth an additional 4 hours of my time. Looking at it mathematically it's not worth an additional 1 hour. Maybe it's just because I'm a type B person, but I say screw those last few percents.

The same thing applies to social situations. I'm sort of paraphrasing from the book now, off the top of my head that is. If you know 20 people chances are you get most of your social gratification from only 4 of them. That's not to say the other 80% are worthless people you should never talk to, but they generally do not please you as much as the top 20%. Conversely, 80% of your problems and negative social feelings probably stem from the 4 most negative people, the bottom 20%. So by dealing with those 4 people, you can eliminate 80% of your problems. The remaining 20% of your problems would take an exorbitant amount of effort to clear up and would probably result in more stress in the long run. Besides, life would be boring if it didn't have little problems for us to joke about later.

See what else you can apply 80/20 to. It's a great way to prioritize everything and deal with time management.

Being Machiavellian

Niccolo Machiavelli was a 16th century Italian political philosopher. He believes that the only thing people are ultimately concerned with is the gratification of their own personal desires. He is most often associated with his book "The Prince" as it nicely outlines the pillars of his philosophy. I think we're all a little Machiavellian from time to time. Maybe not as extremely selfish and cynical as he suggests, but it's definitely there.

Right now I'm in my composition class "working on a research paper" and playing up my own Machiavellian desires. What's paradoxical about this is that I'm technically goofing off on blogger, but at the same time I'm writing about Machiavelli, which is what the assignment is. Unfortunately, I doubt I'll get any credit for this. Though it may help me sort out my thoughts and eventually start the actual (graded) writing process.

The reading in the actual book is a bit dry, so that's where sparknotes comes in. He's got some interesting views as to how things work so it's definitely work skimming over. It's especially useful if you are planning on managing a principality in Italy anytime soon! What's cool about Machiavelli though is that his principles are not just limited to 16th century Italy, they are applicable even today.

An article I came across, cleverly titled "Fresh Prince" (which is disappointingly NOT about Will Smith's endeavors of the 90s) is about Robert Greene's book "The 48 Laws of Power." It's thought to be a modern day version of Machiavelli's "The Prince." The article itself was kind funny, it talkes about how a bunch of big name rap artists use this book's principles to govern both their businesses and personal lives. I'm thinking about purchasing the book myself, it seems like something that would interesting AND useful, and that doesn't happen to often with things I like. =P